change in a glance

i thought i could change but it's not meant to be
old habits die hard but you pick up new ones like shattered glass, it stings but you can't help loving the shine.
now i'm deaf in one ear and my insides are ripping me apart
i keep hoping for that one glance that'll turn it around
but you're not the one, so i'll have to do it myself

i'd rather trust you than myself.